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1976 (Week Two)

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January 17, 1976

My Vera,

I’ve been lying here in this cheap motel bed tonight thinking about you, about us, about him our new little bundle of joy. I still can’t quite believe it, Vera. Richard Lennon, born just last week, with those tiny hands that grasp your finger like he already knows how to hold on tight, the way his big brother Winston does when he’s scared of the thunder.

And you, love. How do you keep finding the strength? Even after long nights, even after the ache in your back, even with Winston climbing on you for stories, you still smile that tired, soft smile when you look at Richard, and I swear it’s the same look you gave me when we first danced in that diner all those years ago. I don’t know how you do it, but I thank God you do.

I hate that I had to take this out-of-town job again, crawling under floors, pulling wires, trying to bring in enough to keep the lights on, to give our boys and you the home you deserve. It never gets easier leaving you, and now with Richard here, it’s even harder. Every mile feels longer, every night quieter without your laughter and the warmth of your hand on my chest.

But I’m glad we’re making it work. We always do. You and me, we’ve weathered a war, loss, fear, long nights of worry, and still, here we are, building something that lasts. When I get back, I’m taking the boys so you can rest, even if it’s just for an afternoon. I’ll chase Winston around the yard until he’s worn out, and I’ll hold Richard while he sleeps so you can finally take a breath.

Julia and Timothy told me they’re moving to Tennessee in June, taking Paula with them. Julia says the area is beautiful, with rolling hills and quiet mornings, and that Paula is excited to see the horses that wander near the fence lines. It’s strange, thinking of them so far away, but I know it will be good for them. Timothy has been talking about starting fresh, and maybe it’s what they need.

I can’t wait to get back home, to stand in the kitchen with you while the boys sleep, to drink coffee with you in the quiet morning before the house wakes up, to remind you that you’re still my Girl. The one who sings along with the radio while washing dishes, the one who laughs even when you’re tired, the one who holds this family together with your quiet, determined love.

We’re tired, I know. But we’re alive, Vera. And every day we keep going is another day we prove that love doesn’t fade, even when the world tries to wear it down.

Kiss Winston for me, and hold Richard close until I can.

I love you, more than I’ve ever been able to say.

Always,
Paul

John carefully unfolded the letter, the paper soft and warm from the box’s long hold. He recognized his grandfather’s handwriting instantly, the looping letters, the deliberate care that made each word feel like it mattered.

Richard.

John blinked, adjusting his glasses, reading the date again: January 17, 1976.

He had always known Uncle Richard as the quiet one at family gatherings, the uncle who would ruffle his hair, ask how school was going, then slip back into the background, helping Grandma in the kitchen or fixing the squeak in the screen door without being asked. Richard was just there, steady and soft spoken, almost as if he were a shadow of the louder stories that surrounded Winston.

John never knew that Richard’s arrival was layered in the same hope, fear, and quiet love that had defined so much of Paul and Vera’s life together. He had never known the excitement Paul felt, the promise of a family expanding even in the middle of tired days and out of town jobs. It was strange, the way these letters painted a family alive with love in a way that photos and hushed stories never had.

He read the part about Paul’s promise to take the boys so Vera could rest, the gentle humor in Paul’s words as he talked about chasing Winston around the yard, holding Richard while he slept, letting Vera breathe.

They were a family. They were trying.

And for a moment, John wondered what it must have been like for his father to have a father who was there sometimes present but weary, loving but shadowed by war and loss, by the weight of bills and late night repairs and the fear that something could still be lost.

And Richard born into a family held together by quiet promises and hard work, by two people who refused to give up on each other even when the world gave them reasons to.

John leaned back, letter in hand, closing his eyes. He could almost see it: Paul, young but lined with the weight of his past, holding baby Richard in the crook of his arm while Vera watched from across the room, exhausted but still smiling, the soft lamp glow of their tiny home wrapping around them.

He wondered what Richard remembered of those early years. If he had felt the love that was in these letters, the tired but determined love of a man who had come home from war and tried to build something better.

And it made John think, too, of how fragile it all was how easily something beautiful could shift into silence, how quickly the music of a family could be drowned out by the noise of grief, disappointment, and distance.

What happened?

John looked over at the box of remaining letters, the attic so quiet he could hear the wind pressing against the house. He realized that he wasn’t just reading letters anymore; he was searching for the moment it all changed, for the reason his father couldn’t speak to his grandfather without tension tightening in his jaw, for the point where the love in these pages turned into something else.

And maybe, just maybe, if he could understand that moment, he could find a way to fix it. To carry forward what Paul and Vera had fought for, and let it heal the wounds still echoing in their family.

John placed the letter beside him, looking at the stack that remained.

“All right, Grandpa,” he whispered, “let’s keep going.”

And he reached for the next envelope, ready to hear what came next.

January 25, 1976

My Paul,

I’m writing this with Richard asleep against my chest, his tiny breaths warm and steady, while Winston plays on the floor with those toy cars you found at that garage sale last summer. It’s quiet right now, the soft kind of quiet that happens in the middle of a day filled with dishes, laundry, and the hum of a life we’ve built together.

And I thought of you.

I thought of how you once told me, half-laughing, half-serious, that there’s poetry in everything if you’re willing to look for it. In the way morning light falls across the floor, in the squeal of a child’s laughter, in the sigh you let out when you finally take your boots off at the end of the day.

I never told you this, but you made me brave enough to try my hand at it. To let the rhythm in my heart find its way to paper.

I listened to that Beatles record this morning A Day in the Life. You always said it was strange and beautiful, like life itself. So here is what came from that quiet moment, for you:

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A Day in the Life

I read the news today, oh love,
The kind that fills the kitchen air
Another dawn, another shove,
Another whisper of a prayer.

The kettle hums, the baby cries,
Winston laughs and spills his tea,
I see the world through tired eyes,
But still you’re here, you’re here with me.

I brush my hair, I clear the plates,
I hum a tune, I spin around,
In all the quiet, love creates
A softer place where hope is found.

And in the middle of the noise,
Your memory hums, a soft reprise,
In baby coos and little toys,
In coffee warm and clear blue skies.

They’ll write the headlines, love, it’s true,
They’ll chase the dark and sell the fear,
But all I want, all I want is you
The life we’ve made, the love that’s here.

It isn’t perfect, but it’s ours. Like this life. Like the letters we’ve traded across years and miles, across battlefields and hospital rooms, across quiet mornings like this one.

Thank you for teaching me that poetry isn’t just in books. It’s in a baby’s sigh, a husband’s promise, a cup of coffee, and the hope that tomorrow will come with more laughter than tears.

I love you, Paul. Every day, in the small ways and the loud ones.

Come home safe from this job soon, so you can read this in person, and laugh, and kiss me, and tell me it’s terrible or beautiful or both.

Forever your girl in the kitchen, with the coffee, with your sons, with your love,
Vera

Word Count: 1569

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