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About This Author
A changeling spirit,
constantly evolving,
revolving around an inner core,
spinning forth legend and lore,
stories and lives
as I come to grips
with who and what I am,
have been and may be.
I am a phoenix:
rising ever above and beyond!
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The White Board
The White Board
 
For meandering thoughts, and mindful walks...for rants and pouts, and blowing off steam. For happy days and sad days, for crazy adventures and delightful victories! :)
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and the space station in the sky overhead.....pretty awesome! Amazing to think about...and wish I could be up there too....
Long, rough, emotionally draining day.....my best girlfriend's husband passed away tuesday after a long illness...diabetes complicated by cancer. He's been sick for 6 years, blind, with virtually no quality of life these past 2 years or so. So. on one hand, he's at peace, no longer hurting etc. His final hours were miserable, pain wracked and truely awful. My girlfriend is torn between knowing he no longer hurts and being glad that part is over and then feeling guilty she feels that way.
The funeral was nice, he was accorded full military honors with a 21 gun salute. I was fine, except for when she lost it and then i did too. Sigh. I think i was crying more for her....I ache for her......
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ter really wanted me to put up a pic of me...so i took it and she made it look somewhat presentable. I really am uncomfortable with my picture being taken, but ah...the things we do for our friends....then she and kel said they thought i'd look better with bangs so i disappeared and they freaked....and i came back with bangs...again...friends...got to love em....but then I do.....
Yeah Ter, I took it out...sorry...really uncomfortable with my pic being up...please understand...... |
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so stay inside where it is cool and check this out!!!!
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there's a slight breeze and Ken is outside joining the 'hole in the wall' gang as he punches a hole through the brick to install a window in his bathroom....all was well, then the wind changed directions and the wind blew in and mortar/brick dust went everywhere...a fog i couldn't see through billowed throughout the house....my nice, clean, dust free house.....fine, whitish grey dust now coats EVERYTHING from one end to the other...........he's so upset.....not that i am thrilled by any means......well, off to dust....
it is EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!! gonna take hours to totally 'settle out'......whaaaaaaaaa
sigh..... |
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Friday!! Yahooo!
Aside from payday and friday and work going well after a rocky start, I came home to a spotless house! Laundry done, floors washed and/or vaccuumed, dishes done, every room shining..and...wonder of wonders...the Christmas tree downstairs is down as well!!!! (Yeah, I know....tree STILL up? ) My other half's daughter needed some cash and it was payday and my son is arriving from Boston area on monday...or is it Tuesday...ummm not sure actually.....anywhichwaywho, the house is clean and she even 'found' the spare room which LOOKS like a guestroom now...yahoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!! (It had been the repository for odds and ends {and everything!!! in between} as well as all the 'stuff' that needed a temporary home and the stuff we 'got out of the way' and the stuff we 'didn't know where to put' along will laundry, and a ton of other stuff)
Everything is dust free and shining and looks like normal regular (!?!) folk live here. Gotta love it! |
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what a lovely, lovely day! Following a super day! Had a week full of 'better I'd stayed in bed--just shoot me now! and put me out of our misery' days, but Friday made up for it. Earlier this week as the blog-minder kept yelling at me to write in my blog kept going off, I couldn't.
Even rehashing the grief in my blog was more than I wanted to do...just wanted to forget it. Well, now I can shut the blog-o-meter up and let the world know that life is good again.
It was just one of those days when the paperwork just falls into place, where my cashiers didn't mix up their safe money with their drop money (as they usually do at least once), where the cigarrette count matched (!!!!), where the money all worked and the lottry counts were dead on, and where I got a new (OLD!) computer at work so that I now can switch between computers at the touch of a button and do payroll and lottery in an excell spreadsheet instead of by hand. Wonderful day! AND it was a friday!!! to boot!! Gotta love it! |
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Well, I got some good surprises today!!!! First off, the big boss, mark stops by the store. my store is his pet project, which, actually, is kinda nice *grin* Anyway, he liked the box and the flowers and loved the photologe in the bathroom. He also told me he and bob (my immediate boss) had talked and (previously I had been talking about wanting two of my long time employees to get a raise) and everyone there got one! Yahoo! I really work for some awesome people!
Then I find out that mark had been googling my name 'fyn' looking for my 'alyndoria' book and he'd found this white board! So he's been reading all about the store...lol...good laugh over that one...good thing i really like my bosses! lol |
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. But I also am at the point where I don't know how to feel or act. I hope you are doing well, and I also hope to see you around the community soon.
Remember, 60 is the new 40. I consider age to be really reverse logarithmic. 
I am beyond excited for you and can't wait to get my hands on a copy for niece and nephews .... 
umm .. okay ... and ...errr ... for myself because I'm just a big kid at heart. 
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