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February 17, 2026 at 11:31pm
February 17, 2026 at 11:31pm
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DAY 12

"twenty eight"
by Taylor Acorn

Even though I'm a little older than 28, this song really resonates with me. I actually kind of wish that she would have named it something else, because the themes of the song aren't just the purview of twenty-somethings; I think it's equally appropriate for people who are 38, 48, or even older.

I don't often break down lyrics for songs in my playlist, but I think it's worth doing for this one.

Sometimes, I think about the old days
I don't know where they went
'Cause these days when I look in the mirror
Don't really know who I am


As I get older, "thinking about the old days" becomes more and more prominent a feature in my internal life, and I definitely don't know where some of the weeks, months, and years went because all of a sudden I'm a mid-career, middle-aged dad with a family and a career to think about.

Thought maybe I would have a family or a house by now
28, I never thought I'd be the one who let me down


Oh man, "I never thought I'd be the one who let me down" is such a devastating line. It's so true, though. While I generally consider myself a fairly optimistic "no regrets" kind of person, there are inevitably times where I think back on how my life would have been different if I had made different choices. And, as much as I hate to admit it, when I think about all the missed opportunities in my life and ways things have failed to live up to expectations, it's most often been my own choices and my own shortcomings that have led to it, rather than someone else's fault.

But I miss my mom, miss my old friends
I'm missing everything I always thought I wouldn't, man
I miss the way I'd drive through my old town
And think about how life would be better if I just got out

I miss the hope that I used to have
And if I could, I would give anything to get it back
I fell so far and I don't know how
But I think I miss it, God, I miss it, oh, I miss it, really miss it now


I definitely miss my mom, but this is probably where the artist's experience and my own deviate a bit. I don't really miss many of my old childhood friends (the ones I have now are just fine, lol), and I don't really miss my hometown. I distinctly remember driving through my hometown dreaming about getting out and - now that I have - I can't say that I spend a lot of time missing it. I was right to want to get out, and I definitely don't miss it. Although I think a lot of that has to do with the fact that my mom isn't with us anymore. If both my parents were alive and living in my childhood home, there might be something more substantive to going home again, but right now going home is often a reminder of how much has changed.

Most nights, I lie awake in bed to the light of a silent TV
And even if I said how hard life was right now
I don't think anyone would believe me
You move to the city to write songs
You must be living the dream
I guess what they say is true, that nothing really is what it seems


Oh man, I feel this one viscerally. I moved to the city to make movies instead of write songs, but I've had the same experience of no one really knowing what that's been like, particularly how hard of a life it's been, to move to a big city, away from everything and everyone you know, and then struggle to work your way up in a very competitive profession. And over the years I've learned that the entertainment industry definitely isn't what it seems.

'Cause I miss my mom, miss my old friends
I'm missing everything I always thought I wouldn't, man
I miss the way I'd drive through my old town
And think about how life would be better if I just got out

I miss the hope that I used to have
And if I could, I would give anything to get it back
I fell so far and I don't know how
But I think I miss it, God, I miss it, oh, I miss it, really miss it now


Same as above.

And everything has changed
Yet, every day's the same
And I'm wondering how I got here
Another breakdown, just another year
And if I knew back then, what I'll do now
Maybe it would all be different
But I'm thinking that I miss it
Yeah, I miss it
I miss my mom
Miss my old friends
I'm missing everything
Yeah, I'm missing everything


One of my most popular "food for thought" ruminations is the question of what I would do differently earlier in my life if I had known the things I know now. It's a bit of a Catch-22 because you can't know the things you know without having gone through the experiences that have formed you into who you are, but it is fun to imagine being able to go back to your teenage self, or recent college graduate self and go, "Hey, here's some advice that will change everything for you."

Overall, this is just one of those songs that I listen to a lot because the lyrics really resonate with me. Maybe not perfectly, but enough to really hit home.





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