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Brandiwyn🎶 Author Icon, also known as Michelle Tuesday, is a musician, educator and writer hailing from Columbus, Ohio.
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I am a professional musician  Open in new Window., worship leader  Open in new Window., small business owner  Open in new Window., songwriter  Open in new Window., aspiring author  Open in new Window. and freelance nonfiction writer  Open in new Window. with a chemical engineering degree  Open in new Window..

But that's just my resume.

My profile of qualifications is only one of the ways in which I am unique. Here I chronicle my personal and professional goals and my efforts to achieve them. Occasionally I fail. Mostly, I take daily baby steps toward all my long-term goals. Much like the stories I pen, the songs I compose, and the businesses I run, I am always a work in progress.

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July 24, 2025 at 2:16am
July 24, 2025 at 2:16am
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I dreamed that my husband's sister, Kathy, who passed away last year, sent him a postcard from Heaven. I sat across from him as he read it, so the words were upside down, and I couldn't make everything out. But I did gather that she was excited to tell him that she'd been promoted to the next level of angel, which gave her the authority to grant blessings to the levels above her. She also said that she could confirm that God keeps his promises.

(Dream inspired by the current political climate in the US? Probably. *RollEyes*)

So this gave me an idea for a novel about an angel who gets promoted. At the time it felt like a great idea, but I was half asleep, and we all know how great half-asleep story ideas are once we're awake. That was when I started thinking about the major flaw in that idea, which is that, according to Christianity, Heaven is perfect. And why is this a problem? Because we all know the fundamental foundation of a good story is conflict. If there are no problems in heaven, there's no conflict. Therefore, no story.

And that got me thinking about Heaven in general, and my beliefs as a Christian. I'm a scientist, and I don't always believe in the Christian story of Jesus' death and resurrection. Think about how much journalists get wrong today, despite all of the varied technologies and communication tools available to them. Sometimes they even quote each other in stories that end up being wrong once new evidence comes to light. Isn't there a possibility that the Gospels got it wrong, even though they corroborate each other? Maybe.

I once had a very wise Pastor explain it this way: either Jesus rose from the dead, or it was the greatest documented hoax in history.

I have similar back and forth opinions about Heaven and Hell. Maybe they exist exactly as outlined in the Bible - Heaven is paradise, while Hell is eternal torment. Or maybe that's just what they want you to think in Heaven. Kind of like how the Republicans think that the Democratic ideal sounds like Hell and vice versa, whereas their own ideals would be paradise. And then there's the third alternative: that neither Heaven nor Hell exist at all.

Even if they do exist, the idea of Heaven itself makes me question it. I've been to "paradise" - the Earthly version - in the form of all-inclusive Caribbean resorts. While paradise is relaxing, I do find myself starting to get bored at the end of the week. Could I handle that for all eternity?

Or maybe the Earthly concept of Heaven might be something like being retired and wealthy, but still in good enough health to do those things we've always put off but wanted to do, like traveling, crafts, or home improvement. But if Heaven is perfect, what is there to improve? And even if I could travel or do crafts for eternity, I feel like they would start to get less fun eventually.

I'm a problem solver. I love to solve problems. In fact, we humans are fundamentally built to solve problems, which is why we have such advanced brains compared to most other species with whom we cohabitate this planet, and even they were built to solve less complex problems. Our problem-solving ability is why all we species have survived so long here on Earth. It's also why video games are so popular. Can you imagine a video game with no conflict, no challenge? What kind of afterlife would it be if we never were challenged? It all just sounds incredibly boring.

I realize that all of this seems ambivalent for someone who claims to be Christian. But here's the way I see it: whether Jesus rose from the dead or not, and whether Heaven exists and is paradise or not, I choose to follow Jesus. If the teachings of Christianity are true, I'm confident that I'll land in Heaven despite John 3:16 dictating that i have to "believe" to gain access. I have a hard time believing that God would judge me for my doubts, which are beyond my control, and which arise from the analytical brain he gave me, when I'm living my life according to his dictates to the best of my ability. And if there is no Heaven, following the teachings of Jesus improves my life while I'm living. Being nice and caring for others provides me with happiness, the security of a strong community of friends, and less stress overall. You know how they say forgiveness is for you, not the person you're forgiving? It's like that, where the person you're forgiving is literally every jerk who ever cut you off in traffic and every deadbeat who took advantage of the welfare system* to rip you off of your hard-earned tax dollars, not to mention the love ones who betrayed you.

So in conclusion (ha!) I'm not sure my Heaven story idea is gonna work. Unless my fictional Heaven incorporates some imperfections. And I learn to control my scope-creeping, off-topic ramblings.


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*by "the welfare system", I mean the collective social programs paid for by my federal, start and local tax dollars. I realize that there's no actual program called "welfare".


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