Well, I can at least say I know all the ways it could go. I just don't know if I want it to be the horribly depressing way or not. It's very tempting. It's so boring when good triumphs!

"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you."-Nietzsche
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